It was at this point that I was beginning to see that we were different, and that was an indicator that my crush was a mistake. I didn’t actually settle down on that for a few more days; I needed some things to happen to me (most of which won’t be named, needless to say Sadie and I had a lot of long chats). In the end, though, things turned out okay.
When we broke up, I never really got a good amount of closure. We had a messy breakup, one where I tried to get back together with her. Having grown up a bit, and catching up, I felt closure.
And to any of my old friends who were around for that breakup – that actually means something. I’m proud of myself.









